Tokyo Rising :Just Something I Like About

Tokyo Rising | Palladium Boots

I am the absolute princess of procrastination, (Bite Me)

I haven't even tried heading to the department store yet for fear that I will blurt out 'excuse me miss, do you have a perfume that smells as though you've captured Audrey Hepburn's elegance, Christian Slater's badassness and Joni Mitchell's free spirit then distilled it all and put it in a pretty little bottle?'

Actually that's a whole new dilemma. Being the magpie that I am, I'm always drawn to perfumes if they come in charming packaging. I'm not so superficial that if I found a scent I loved in an awful bottle that I wouldn't buy it, It's just that if I found an average fragrance in an amazing bottle I'd buy five...

My Heart Will Go On..

My dearest darling,

I'm not sure what happened.

I'm not sure what I could have done differently.

Sure, I neglected you sometimes - but I swear, baby, I loved you.

I wanted us to be together forever. I had plans, baby. Big plans, that we'd live out our lives together. Maybe as a threesome, but you know? I'm cool. It would have been amazing. A rock solid relationship that would have been the envy of all our friends. I knew you'd be there waiting for me, patiently, ready to go at a moment's notice.

And now? Now, you've gone away from me, and it's been made clear that you aren't coming back. That we'll never spend all those hours together on the weekend, or discreetly every time we party. That our relationship is over, that we're truly not going to be spending those precious moments together.

I still hold out hope that you'll somehow, some way, come back to me and be a part of my life. Be part of what we once were.

I miss you, baby. I don't want to replace you, but you've left me no choice.

Good bye, sweet Follie Follie stack of hearts necklace. We had something special, and now it's gone.

Yours until the Heart4Heart new collections arrive,

Minxy

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

What Have Your Animals Taught You?

Yeah, yeah, I'm one of those crazy dog people who often refers to her pets as my own child, talking to them as if they are human beings. i think that is why "Fur Kids" exist, I don't plan on having "Skin Kids" any time soon, that this sort of craziness is justified.

Plus, they are SO CUTE.

Anyway, I've learned a lot from raising my crazy pom mix silky, Dolphy, but the addition of this little boy to the family has taught me an entirely different set of lessons. Consider:

● Sleep has an important hand in cuteness--Like all animals, my boy LOVES to sleep. He will find a cozy pillow (or starts with the corner of the bed, and slowly migrate himself next to you without knowing, because they love the warmth, and that's what dogs do) and snooze for hours.(Sometimes, he'll pull the blanket down and coil himself up) And it's adorable. I've upped my own sleep-intake, hoping for the same results.

● Life is curious, check it out--A new noise or object or movement is always reason for wide eyes and exploration. As a not-so-adventurous person myself, I have taken cues from my little fearless one that life is pretty cool, and even small things can be immensely entertaining.

● Playing is serious business--My dog sleeps a lot, but when he is awake, he aren't simply watching TV side by side.. tearing around the apartment with abandon, playing his own same old squishy ducky for the past 5 years, or even with a funny bit of fuzz he found. Making time for play is important for humans, too, and I am learning that even though I've left my Childhood, I should still play

● When it's cold, snuggle--Pets knows that when the weather turns cold, " Two dogs are better than one, and a human is better than two dogs". In other words, they can be incredibly independent, but they know when they need help from someone else. Yeah...

● Tolerance is sometimes a better alternative to anger--My little nephew loves to torture my dog by pushing him and also plays BEN 10 Vs Creature Dog..(Sweat!) little nephew thinks this is super fun, the dog? Well, probably not so much, but he tolerates it, probably because it's way more effort to squeeze himself under the couch. In my life, there are people and situations that drive me nuts, but I can't just get pissy anytime I'm confronted by these things. I learned early on (and it's been reiterated by my dog) people have quirks, and if I wrote everyone off for his or her little annoyances, I wouldn't have any friends.

Things I Learned in College that didn't Come from a Textbook

What I learned was:
●If you drink 13 shots of tequilla in an hour you will throw up.

●You can go to Every Class but if you don't study and READ the textbook you can still fail.

●That guy really is checking you out.

●Reaching college early for the cafeteria hall so your first on line for an omelet is Amazing. =)

●The love of your young life is nothing like the love you choose when you get older. Thank goodness!

●My time there was actually some of the most carefree in my life (but couldn't have convinced me of that at the time)

I still learned a few life lessons. You know, because that's what you're supposed to do in college.

To Think about it--No really, think about it. Think about everything you've ever been taught, throw it out the window, start from the beginning and re-think it through. Stop taking everything for granted. Question everything. Yes, it'll get you into trouble, and yes, it may mean that you break ties with people and ideas, but it's awesome.

Trying new things should be a way of life--So maybe I didn't get much of a chance to try a space cake for first time, but improv? Strolling around Kl city without an agenda? Tasting weird delicacies? Yes, yes, and yes.

The coolest teachers will force you to grow beyond the subject matter--Whether it's your college professor, your boss, or a mentor, the best teachers will ask you to read the book, then challenge you to reach beyond the words and think, "How will I be different knowing what I know now?"

Spontaneity is the key! :)

A Good friend of mine once shared these with me(His ways of survival during the college years) :

1. Lying will save you from getting expelled. Trust me, his wanted to have a book written of " Excuses "

2. Sleeping (to stay healthy) is more important than getting A's. I need to DIG him up to CLASS! Sheesh.

3. Accepting everything people tell you is the surest way to make a total idiot of yourself.Maybe that is why he never was friendly..

: What is priceless to you?

My dog, dolphy
He drives me insane sometimes by his demanding act, each day drives me crazy by running around, tripping over to tell me how his day was. But then I realize how happy he is. To see ME. That's something.

The snuggles, encouragement, validation, etc.
Who doesn’t love snuggles? Fun to give, fun to receive, and guaranteed to make a bad day better. When I doubt myself or hesitate in making a decision, he’ll be there to tell me to go for it. And when I’m having an ”I feel fat/ugly/bloated” day and nothing looks right, he’ll still tell me I’m beautiful…or tell me, “Get over it.”

Discovering our rituals
I have my Ways I Like Things from years, and his. How will they work together? Who feeds the dog? Who takes the first shower? Will we make time for each other in the morning, at night, or both? Will we go out to brunch every Sunday or take turns cooking and read to each other? Endless possibilities.

The cooking
A Bowl of hot noodles awaits me warms my heart every single time..

Sharing a space
I love being utterly myself in a shared space. It adds a layer of security and acceptance to the relationship. And it almost makes it MORE fun when we get dressed up and go out on a date.

A good laugh
I love laughing. I do it a lot. But you know those laughs that just bubble up inside of you and make your whole body feel alive and amazing? I LOVE those laughs.

Ice cream
This is probably my favorite dessert ever. I usually go for plain vanilla from ikea or Oreo Mc Flury, but do like stuff like corn flakes milk yogurt too. Ice cream can fix a bad mood ANYDAY.

Last, but most definitely not least: my amazing partner.
He puts up with me, he listens to me, he tries hard ALL THE TIME. I'm incredibly blessed. (Oh, and he's the cause of most of my laughter, so we really do make a great match.)

你还是要幸福

渐渐的。。喜欢这首歌。。

你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我 铭心 刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天 开始 这一切都结束

Sharing Secrets

However, that doesn't mean that we have to keep all of our secrets...

Here are some previously undisclosed facts about me:

●I have fallen in love twice before
●I believe in ghosts/spirits/souls
●I love change
●I am incredibly stubborn
●I do all of my serious thinking in the shower
●I become infatuated ridiculously easily
●Sometimes I'd rather be alone then hang out with anybody
●I am possibly the most insecure narcissist on the planet
●As naive as it may be, I truly believe that deep down, people are good and that everything will be okay.
●I will totally pick my nose if I think you're not looking
●sometimes i KNOW i'm wrong, but i still don't apologize.
●I have a clothing addiction but I'd really like to become a minimalist
●I always have a 'thing' for older opposite sex

Stuff..

Bright-Side

We'd like to be better at...starting tomorrow:

1. Walking my dog--The dog and I are super love to sloth in our comfort-zone, he needs some fresh air, i knew he loves the outdoors, but when it's raining? Or cold? Well, we just sit inside, and then one walkless day passes, then two...then all of a sudden, he's a crazy-pants animal and does weird OCD things. So yeah, I'd like to be better at walking the dog every day (at the least?).

2. Getting rid of things I have a feigned sentimental attachment to--Really? I really NEED to keep those old skool worn-out Tops because I used to love mini-Tee and because I used to love them, I should love them still? And they're somehow important to my life? No, TNR, no. Just donate the suckers already.

3. Losing touch with people--Yeah, there's Facebook, but I don't spend enough actual time with people who aren't in my immediate circle of friends. For shame. I really MISS my old co-workers, but for some reason, I don't ever make an effort to re-connect as much as I should.

4. Ignoring problems in the hope that they'll just go away--Well, this never works, does it. Crap.

5. Moving on from an unhealthy food choice--All the experts say that if you eat something you shouldn't, just forget about it and continue to eat healthily the rest of the day. But no...I get it into my head, "Well, I ate ONE pizza, and that ruins EVERYTHING, so I should just have icecream." I'm definitely getting better at this one, but that doesn't mean that there aren't days when the only green thing I'll eat happens to be a piece of candy.


Dark-Side

I'd Like to Say to People but Probably Can't (or Definitely Shouldn't)

I'm not a confrontational person at all, but there are phrases I'd love to utter at times, but social conventions keep my lips tightly sealed. Selections are:

● "You are a nasty, nasty child, and I dislike you very much"--Um, apparently, people don't like when you say these kinds of things to their children, even if those children are screaming bloody murder, hitting or biting their parents and siblings, or giving you a dirty look for no reason. And, honestly, I could somewhat forgive a child's bad behavior in a super market/mall, but NOT in a Hotel restaurant or library, where it's supposed to be quiet.

● "You look ridiculous"--There are some people that can carry off crazy hair and nake-up and over-the-top trends with ease. Usually, these people are in the habit of changing their look regularly, and they have a sense of who they are. It's the people that try trends and miss the mark that make me roll my eyes so far into the back of my head I can see my brain stem. Those are TIGHTS, not LEGGINGS you're wearing. You are PANTSLESS.

● "Try to imagine how little I care"--I want to say that abt a million times a day.

● "I don't know who you are and I wish you stopped thinking of me as your friend."--Usually happened during high school with people that didn't know me well enough to judge me (still am) and insisted on asking me insane questions in the hallway.

● "That statement is factually incorrect. I know you are wrong and the more you try to convince me you are right, the lower my opinion of you is getting." by thinking of it, the best i often did was just a smirk on my face .. -.- maybe I'll try a loud "EHHHHHHHH!" like a game show buzzer. Sometimes that's fun. :) #imsuchameanie to have that thought!

Not quite "Get It"..?

I thought that one of the perks of spending quarter of my life would be that, at the very least, I'd have "arrived." Nope! Turns out that I still have a few things I haven't quite mastered yet. Here goes:

1. Unless someone is offering kind, constructive criticism that genuinely seeks to help you improve, random opinions about you/your person/your style/your dreams DO NOT MATTER. Seriously, let's all participate in a giant group EFF YOU to those who feel the need to put you down or otherwise try to destroy your happiness. Sheesh, though, if I still don't feel like a kid in high school sometimes. Blerg..

2. Sometimes silence is an appropriate (and the best!) response. I often have a hard time keeping my mouth shut, but sometimes it really is better not to say anything at all. Just STFU. I've found that you can often seem more wise and put together if you can just let it go (whatever "it" is).

3. Don't go to the grocery store hungry. Um, yeah. Cookies are yummy, especially when you're starving. You'll spend unnecessarily..


minxy: I *like* playing with makeup, thankyouverymuch.


To Top that, here are some: Lessons I Never Seem to Learn

●I don't need that much dessert/snickers

●I never eat just one or two,always the whole box of blueberry puffs, Better to buy none! (Maybe i didn't want it to sit cold inside the fridge and i knew i wont touch it anymore)

●Dealing with things straight away is always so much better than procrastinating

●Hitting snooze on my alarm one more time will make me late for work/the day

●Less time to get ready before going out, i always take my own sweet time (one and a half hours at the least to be ready, so y'all need to inform me earlier yo!)

●I don't actually need another pair of shoes

●Not everyone 'gets' my attempts at humor, especially not Maypril Wong.

●I'll keep falling in love until he breaks my heart AGAIN

●I should never make a priority of someone who considers me to be an option

●I need to stop studying for an exam the night before

●Letting my dog take charge instead of me

Phew.. that was a long list..maybe i should like..Start LEARNING NOW?!

Stuff That Makes Me Feel Better When I'm Grumpy

Let's get started, shall we?

1. Carbs...really, really starchy ones--Really, is there anything more soothing for a grumptastic mood than a big, steaming bowl of mac and cheese? Or creamy pasta with bacon bits? How about a yummy mash? No, I think not.

2. A massage--The Boyfriend is good at these, but sometimes, I'll throw in the cash to let a masseur do the wonders for this body of mine. How can you be grumpy when someone is literally smoothing your stress away? That's right...YOU CAN'T.

3. Cleaning--Yeah, I'm one of THOSE weird ones. A picked up, clean-smelling space always does wonders for my mood. Like, I feel like if I can eat off my super-spotless toilet seat, maybe not all is wrong with the world.

4. Finishing a mani/pedicure--I was supposed to go on and pamper myself for a good mani with beautiful nail art sitting in the nail parlor, and I'm sure they can provide a quick and hassle free service than doing it myself, but somehow, getting it done all by myself a nice nail art makes me think that maybe I don't hate the world so much after all.

5. A nap--I posted on Twitter that men think about sex every seven seconds, but I think about naps. Big nap-avocate. And it's (mostly) true! I'm a girl that needs her sleep, so even just a little twenty minuter can do wonders for my mood.#ineedmybeautysleep

6. Silence--I like (need) to be left alone at home on my couch, in silence, with some jazz/bossa and a steaming cup of rose-buds & mint tea. And have my dog beside me. It helps if if there's a huge storm (rain is good, thunder is better), brewing outside. All of a suddent, I find peace.

And when it's not, chocolate milk or puppy cuddles is a good back up plan too..

Seating Chart: Where will you be sitting for Thanks Gving Dinner?

Put out a funny seating chart to help you figure out where you'll be sitting Thanksgiving day.




Where will you be sitting for Thanksgiving? Kids table or adult table? Kids table is usually more fun.

Happy Birthday Mummy.. you are my greatest love of all..

Angel, angel of mine...
This memory of you makes me want to cry
Since you slipped away, you're always on my mind
Why did you have to fly away like that?

Remember those stormy nights?
I would always run to you, and you'd hold me tight
Whispering soothing words, you'd say it'd be alright
And then, suddenly, the sun started to shine

Remember those sunny days?
I wish they hadn't passed away
It's true what grandma used to say
I didn't know what I had until I lost your face
Now I can only feel in my dreams your kiss, your touch,
your soft embrace...

I wish I were strong enough
And get in my head that you're already gone
But your memory won't leave me alone
I miss you so much, mom...




Dedicate this special song to my beloved mama:

Mama she wrote me a letter
Saying she's gonna be fine
Please take good care of your sister
I'll be home in three years time

Mama it seems like forever
You've been gone since I was five
They say you were a good teacher
In the same school where I can't survive

Mama's a maid in London
I want to believe that she's fine
She could be lonely in London
I want to know why she had to go
I need her, I want to be near her
I've got to be with her
And see to it that we're together once more

My English teacher she told me
She wants to be where you are
Mama she's leaving her family
To earn all the money she wants

London, Vancouver, or Hong Kong
Governess, housekeeper, or nurse
What is to happen to all of us children?
With mothers who travel so far

Mama's a maid in London
I want to believe that she's fine
She could be lonely in London
I want to know why she had to go
I need her, I want to be near her
I've got to be with her
And see to it that we're together once more

Once more...



Mum,

Even though you are far away from me, but i want you to know, that you are always n my thoughts... And i missed the lovely moments that we used to spent together. I love you an missed you so much..my angel, my mama..


i don't know if you can hear me , or if you're even there?
i don't know if you would listen, to a humble prayer..
i ask for nothing that i can get by, yet i know so many less lucky than i.
i don't know if there's a reason why some are blessed some not.

氹我~

和你都天生太任性　冷戰下互相攻擊
當作透明　寧願死也難出聲
而你我都不會認錯　明明知都並不好過
卻說對方錯　難聽說話偏要講

淩晨天光　為何還未捨得　去開口氹我
卻望到絕望 (La..La..)
然後習慣日日面對面　不再傾講

如果冷淡是預告分開　如果對罵是抹殺將來
想要一日盡情愛　別再一刻傷到心愛
明知我愈是扮作走開
無非我愈是為你不想放開
I’m just a girl
And I am darling your women
Your my man

從前不太講　為何沉默　傷得你的心太痛
我後悔被動 (La..La..)
原來為愛日夜　仍送贈一句祝福

如果冷淡是預告分開　如果對罵是抹殺將來
想要一日盡情愛　別再一刻傷到心愛
明知我愈是扮作走開
無非我愈是為你不想放開
I’m just a girl
And I am darling your women

和你都天生太任性　鬥氣沒什麼得益
刺痛愛情　才學懂要去珍惜
I’m just a girl
And I am darling your women

:
The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now 。

☆ minxy in wonderland ☆

Hey
Come on in
Don’t be late for the show now
We’re
Outta Space
We’re gonna go with the flow now
Yeah

向左　向右　將身體融入呢個節奏
無人會怕醜　喺飲醉之後
如果覺得熱即管解開鈕扣
動作開始有啲飄浮
我大膽要求　妳對孅孅玉手
盡量喺我背後漫游
OOMG U SO SEXY
快啲話我知
妳用緊嘅香水係乜嘢牌子
OOOMG U SO PRETTY
有啲乜嘢需要即管開口話我知

Hey Boo You’re so fine
Enticing me I’m a make you mine
Like a diamond in the rough,
you shine
You define what’s ill,
leave the rest behind
I’ma make you, my lady and maybe
We can make some babies
My Bonnie, partners in crime
We’ll be together for the whole nine

Ooow
It’s so real
All the people getting’ ready
Yeah
I can’t wait
I can fell it getting closer

你故意接近我的腳步
香檳開得正好
我獻上更自信的態度
這個我為午夜以後製造

Oh yeah
My spirit’s high in the Milky Way
Timeless mind going through
stargates
The beat carry me into another world
Venus DeMilo now is my special girl
Porcelain set
So flush, she’s so wet
Showered in Moet
And her vibe don’t quit so I can’t forget
She like “Rap me a song I like street poets”

Light the beat, just keep on stomping
Every night we keep on rocking
Through the mind we’re para gilding
Just one life, just keep on flying
Day and night, my minds restoring
All the time, its freedom calling
Simple mind, life needs installing
Higher self, my minds recalling

你我繼續繼續跳舞
眼裡閃光將我升高
我報以甜笑來控訴
不應　一杯醉倒　(為午夜以後製造)
你我繼續繼續跳舞
氣派觸感竟這麼好
縱有美貌更是懊惱
怎麼　輸給你好　(共你墮進夜與霧)

見到你一刻感覺就快休克
本來追女仔都有啲心得
而家彷彿唔知講乜
手心又濕個心又急
你跳舞跳到身濕
男仕們為你爭執
繼續跳舞　我願意做你水泡
你配合我　我配合你既舞步
一陣間去邊度
飲多兩杯就知道
時間仲早醉咗仲好
最好你投入我懷抱
氣氛已經熱到爆燈
完全感受到你體溫
盡情開心　煙花插住香檳
燃燒呢一刻又使乜太認真

She like my vibe, yeh
I like her vibe too
I like her vibe, yeh
And she like my vibe too
She gonna ride, cause she like to ride too
We have tonight, yeh,
Let’s party through the roof

你我繼續繼續跳舞
兩個身軀感應得到
你看我而我亦有數
開心　應該趁早　 (共你墮進夜與霧)

Minxy: 我好想去跳舞。。

梁文音【最幸福的事】 ★

我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時 擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置 是最幸福的事













妈妈，你好吗？我已经长大了。你听到我的声音了吗？能成为你的女儿，是我最幸福的事。

List for Dudes. By A Lady

A few days ago, I read an article where a fifteen year old teenage boy wrote in a forum lamenting his sad lack of girlfriend. There's this one person replied with something like, "Kid, forget the girlfriend and hit the gym, read some books and learn the art of conversation for the next five years. I promise when the time comes, you'll be confident enough with who you are that you'll be up to your eyeballs in p*ssy."

Shady but true. The bottom line is, women tend to want a partner who is well-rounded and has a little depth.

Here's a few things I'd add if you, er, want to be up to your eyeballs in...you know:

-"Funny" wins more points than "handsome". You might look gorgeous, but a sense of humor trumps perfect looks any day. I've known many a lady who has been with a man who may not be a Brad Pitt, but he sure can make her giggle.

-"Real, easy confidence" wins more points than "Yo, I can bench press my car". Fluffy or skinny, out of shape or defined, have confidence in who you are (and the body you inhabit) and we will think you are the hotness. Seriously.

-"Working on issues" wins more points than, um, "Being a Crazy Pants". We are really sorry you went through all that shit as a kid, and we totally agree that the one girl who tore your heart to pieces and gave you The Clap was a nasty-ass ho, but please, please, get some help before you bring that mess into a relationship. We will listen, comfort and support you as much as we can, but at the end of the day, we cannot (and should not) be your mom/therapist.

There you go, boys.

p/s: What I'd whispered to your ears last night, i really mean it ❤

What it feels like to feel alive? part 2

There are things you like in life. There are things you love. And then there are things -- just little things -- that turn this often punishing world into an endless carnival of delight. Here are a few of mine:

The way only my dear friend Becky can make me laugh until I'm in physical pain. Maybe it's because she has 25 years of practice, but nobody can make me laugh like her, until I'm gasping and cursing at her to stop. In additional: my lately found laughing bug Minty who tops Becky in the rank recently.

A slice of really good pizza. The kind you get from little corner stores in oz, that you have to fold over to fit in your mouth and that funnels a little stream of grease onto the paper plate below,aww.. isn't that delicious on a shiver cold weather?

That feeling of butterflies flutter in the stomach on your first few dates, and that moment of anticipation before a first kiss. Who knows what will come of it, but in those breathless, heady moments before anything happens, things are just too perfect to care one way or the other.

Laying outside in perfect weather and doing nothing with dolphy. I would thank god for giving us the very best of everything in life.

The way my best friend gets more beautiful every time I see her. And i've been having the same mile a minute conversation with her since the day we met each other, 9 years ago. Every stretch of time we don't see each other feels like nothing more than a breath between thoughts. I guess that's how you know someone's going to be important to you forever, huh?

These little bits in life is what i cherished more than anything else. Perhaps, i don't ask for much in life. =)

Huh, I tried to think of more, but it seemed greedy to even list that many. What makes your world perfect?

Ho Ho Ho Holiday season

If you read my blog, you’ll know that my family isn’t big into Christmas,and it’s not something we celebrate much this time of year nor i have celebrated any happy Christmas holiday ever since mummy is gone. I’m not trying to be a Grinch or whatever, that’s just kind of the way it is (honestly, we usually do some sort of celebration in January or February back then...so we celebrate, just not right ON Christmas). But just because I don’t put out cookies for Santa on Christmas Eve, it doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy some of the perks that come with the holiday season. For instance:

1. Christmas Booze and Drinks/ Good old holiday pastries & desserts— I will drink ANY Christmas Booze/Ale. I will drink just about ANY Christmas-y type drink and have a great fest of Quiche Lorraine, Fruit cakes, Red velvet muffins.. Yum.

2. Sights, Scents and Sounds — Seriously? I could shove up some nuts up my nose and die a happy woman. I love pretty lights. Of course, I do enjoy a little jazzy holiday music around this time of year, with scented candles.. woo wee!

3. Sales and Deals — Now of course we all know the BEST deals come after January 1, but the deals on, well, STUFF this time of year are rather fantastic. And since I don’t have to feel bad about buying for myself this time of year, I don’t. And I always get a pretty good bang for my buck.

4. Silly Movies — Why “Love Actually” is still watchable after the 5th time, I’ll never know. Same with “The Grinch” and of course, “Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer"

5. Family, Friends and Giving —I do feel that most people are pretty good at checking in with the ones they love most this time of year. I love sitting with friends over some drinks, playing board games with my nieces and nephews, and even seeing people get together to give love to local charities.

What about you? Why do you love the holiday season?

It's difficult to find the right person when your still in love with the wrong one

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

Snow Patrol - You Could Be Happy (Animation)

"You Could Be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Sweet † Serenity

What ravages of spirit
Conjured this tempestuous rage
Created you a monster
Broken by the rules of love
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do ...
And I have the sense to recognize that
I don’t know how to let you go
Every moment marked
With apparitions of your soul
I’m ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
But I have the sense to recognize
That I don’t know how
To let you go
I don’t know how
To let you go
A glowing ember
Burning hot
Burning slow
Deep within I’m shaken by the violence
Of existing for only you
I know I can’t be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can’t be with you
I do what I have to do
And I have sense to recognize but
I don’t know how to let you go
I don’t know how to let you go
I don’t know how to let you go

for you i will

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you

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Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

annoyed

if you have nothing better to say then sh*t the F*ck up.

i swear that i nv regret to walk away from you. It was my best decision made in life!!!

Amo você

This 2012
Before 2012 started, I promised myself that this year, things will get much better. I have big plans and intend to fulfill them ...

● Enroll myself for driving license. Which i never thought of it. Bravery first, worries afterwards.
● Shift to a different area.
● More sales for real estate
● Grow my hair longer than I ever had my whole life.
● Spend the New Year's Eve with my boo.
● Maintain 88.18 lbs all throughout.(okays, maybe slightly gain a little weight would be purrfect) :)
● Spend more time with my friends.
● Be the best with what I do.
● Forgive and forget.
● Save money.
● Sketching my dreams and turn them into reality
● Spend my 26th birthday with a totally different celebration. A get away perhaps. ;)
● Exercise regularly.
● Learn how to speak fluent mandarin and Fookien.
● Go out on dates with sweet pea. :p
● learn to swim, at the least, to float so i wont drown.
● Take more pictures and write more journals.
● Live a life the way I want. :)

Silly Side of Minxy : Somethings That Say "Love" More Than A Cheesy Hallmark Card

Based on my field research, love is also:

Hating all the sci fi movies. You can be so positive and supportive with anyone else in the world, sorry for falling asleep again and again while watching star wars.(In general, the snuggling part was awesome)

Having burgers, desserts, butter and jelly jam sandwiches with more jelly than you could ever, in good conscience, put on for yourself. They're love-calories -- they totally don't count! Besides, even if your thighs have a little jiggle, at least there'll be someone gazing at them with urgent desire.

Sharing your childhood. Most people would rather be partying than have to listen yet again to the song your dad used to sing with you. One person not only wants to hear it, but will sing it with you every night.

Remembering to order your sandwich with no lettuce, double onions, no tomatoes. Seriously, dude, you eat like a freak. :P

Not saying anything about the goatee. One blessed day you'll realize how truly wicked it looks. :P

Eating all your fried favorites and desserts but no no to all fruits (okays, besides to name a few: watermelon, mango.. Durian..and emm watermelon? . How can you not like fruits?!

Holding my hand while falling asleep. I want my space while sleeping, but a hand hold means, "I'm happy to be sleeping next to you."
Although you'll be happy to know that every single night I still jump into bed, @ starkers (sometimes), then chatter my teeth melodramatically and tell the stuffed animals I'm cold for at least ten minutes before bed. To combat this, I've started sleeping under the covers or with my pajamas, though, at least.

when you've moved to separate sides of the bed and you feel a little foot searching for yours under the covers in the middle of the night. Mmmmm, love is good stuff.

Also, judging by this list, apparently love is at least 50% food 50% snoggling. Sounds about right to me. Forget the grand cinematic gestures and epic monologues -- what is love to you guys?

"Let it go so you can find your heart"

The funny things is, nobody ever really knows how much anybody else is hurting.
We could be standing next to somebody completely broken and we wouldn't even know it.

grey sketches

minxy: 感情，不是假的。我真的有珍惜。

i want red velvet cake.. :(

faith..

Wanna get one of these.. been scouting for so long..

i don't feel hungry again.. :P

Sketches● In ●My ●Life

I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line.
Even when i have tears going down my face, i always manage to say these two words , ●I'm fine●

Note 2 Self :

Smile, Laugh, Have Fun!!! ^^


you deserve it❤
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minxy : maybe it's not always trying to fix something broken, maybe it's startin' over & creating something better ^^




Have you ever confused a dream with life?

Rihanna - We Found Love (Official Video) ft. Calvin Harris

Yellow diamonds in the light
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive

It's the way I’m feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny

But I’ve gotta let it go

Heart Skips A Beat

My heart Skips a beat, i wanna go home and sleep!~

Snowy time!

忘记

肚子饿了。。我今日仲未吃野。。唔记得吃。好白痴坚搞笑

感冒原本是一种很伤感的病。

最厉害的病毒，是爱和谎言。

I had butterflies flutter in my stomach when we met each other ❤❤

爱情密语

失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待所以才会失望。因为有爱，才会有期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。
　　
世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远, 互不相识, 忽然有一天, 他们相识, 相爱, 距离变得很近。
然后有一天,不再相爱了, 本来很近的两个人, 变得很远, 甚至比以前更远。
　　
爱情使人忘记时间，时间也使人忘记爱情。
　　
孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。
　　
喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世上最大的快乐。
　　
两个人一起是为了快乐，分手是为了减轻痛苦，你无法再令我快乐，我也唯有离开，我离开的时候，也很痛苦，只是，你肯定比我痛苦，因为我首先说再见，首先追求快乐的是我。
　　
凡事皆有代价，快乐的代价便是痛苦。
　　
开始的时侯，我们就知道，总会有终结。

爱情还没有来到，日子是无忧无虑的；最痛苦的，也不过是测验和考试。当时觉得很大压力，后来回望，不过是多么的微小。
　　
有些人注定是等待别人的，有些人是注定被人等的。
　　
缘起缘灭，缘浓缘淡，不是我们能够控制的。我们能做到的，是在因缘际会的时侯好好的珍惜那短暂的时光。
　　
曾经相遇，总胜过从未碰头。
　　
为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？

minxy 说：只想找一个在我失意时可以承受我的眼泪;在我快乐时，可以让我咬一口的肩膊。