Monday, December 29, 2008

Moon Bear 月熊 , Doest it really matter..

I remember reading about this moon bear foundation years ago, Out of many other endanger and abused animals such as, tigers, seals, pandas and many more..


These Moon bears are really in need of help!!


Apparently its used all over the world as a medicine...but there are up to 50 herbal and synthetic alternatives that work just as well. The bears are kept in a cage which is only just big enough for them to lie down, and then a rusty catheter is inserted into their bile ducts...they are in terrible pain, they cannot stand or sit, and many die in agony..


laying on a coffin like cage...struggling

I'm nearly in tears about this...I know there are many many injustices to animals and humans in this world, but bears are very close to my heart, and to see them in the tiny cages, some blind, declawed, in obvious pain...to read about what has been found in China on the bear farms...well it makes me sick to my stomach.



This moon bear is crammed so tightly ...


The other day I saw an awful video about the Chinese fur trade. They were skinning dogs alive, and seeing skinned dogs blinking and breathing is the most terrible thing I have ever seen.



Here are some pictures of them..



Jasper, one of the lucky moon bear which is safe and up for adoption


Another moon bear was rescued


A moon bear cub is made to perform on hoops at Chongqing Wildlife Park

De clawed, blind Moon Bear

Heart aching...

So People, please STOP all these ill treating towards them.. it's really heartbreaking!


Hong Kong star Karen Mok is also involved with Animals Asia Foundation (AAF) to save these bears.




support them!! give them a home since we have taken theirs.. http://www.moonbears.co.uk/




Moon bear says thank you..!'

Take me to my beach..pure shore


I've crossed deserts for miles
Swam water for time
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call mine (I'm coming, I'm coming)
A piece of something to call mine (I'm coming, coming closer to you)

Ran along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine (I'm coming, I'm coming)
Is the place I can call mine (I'm coming, Coming closer to you)

I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)

I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you

Oooh
Never been here before
I'm intrigued and I'm sure
I'm searching for more
I've got something that's all mine
I've got something that's all mine

Take me somewhere I can breathe
I've got so much to see
This is where I wanna be
In a place I can call mine
In a place I can call mine

I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you

Movin'
Comin'
Can you hear what I hear (hear it on the wind)
I hear it calling you
Swimming closer to you

Many faces I have seen
Many places I have been
Walked the deserts, swam the shores (coming closer to you)
Many faces I have known
Many ways in which I've grown
Moving closer on my own (coming closer to you)

I'm movin', I feel it
I'm comin', not drownin'
I'm movin', I feel it
I'm comin', not drownin'
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)

I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you (take me to my beach)
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)

I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you (take me to my beach)

I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)

I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you (take me to my beach)

Sunday, December 28, 2008

感受着你最后的暖。。

Moon River,
wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker you're heart breaker
Wherever you're going
I'm going your way.

Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waitin' round the bend my Huckleberry friend
Moon River and me.

We're after the same rainbow's end
Just waitin' round the bend my Huckleberry friend
Moon River and me...

♥● LuX & LuSt ♥●

My life, My fame , My sorrows, My pain is all crushed now..

都怪我自作多情,一相情愿,原来你有没有我都无所谓。 你不爱我为何触碰我?我好乱,好迷茫。我不想死缠难打,黑人憎,你有空才来找我吧。

Beℓℓe tHe BeDaZzled ♫

Kate Perry "Hot N Cold"

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak Crypticly
I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You,
You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Monday, December 22, 2008

Imba..

well, thanks to u guys i learnt a new word yesterday. IMBA...

meaning imbalance in short. Ya, i do think everyone gets to be imba a little sometimes.. i wonder when will this word gonna be the next "IN" thing. soon.. soon..

My emotions today are slightly better than yesterday, maybe i realised i was kinda imbalance as well.. lolx. Really felt so heartbroken after everything. i think i'm a misfit. Soon i will get back on track! WAIT FOR ME MY TRAIN!!!!

Cheers for a new day! if i have any.. i think everything is gonna be alright in year 2009.. gosh. so dejavu.. my last year's resolution was the same thing too.. well, probly everything wont be the same anymore next year. My life is gonna be tough but i will not fail anyone who has been supporting me! GAMBATEH ~ Hai~! =)

jingle bells, jingle bells..

Friday, December 19, 2008

Between the silence i hear you calling me


Iron & Wine

Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins

All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys

Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair

Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you

Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth

Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat

Nursing my sore blunt tongue

Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks

Pissing on magazine photos

Those fishing lures thrown in the cold

And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you

Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth

Big pill stuck going down



Decode
Paramore

How can I decide what’s right

When you’re clouding up my mind

I can’t win your losing fight all the time


How can I ever own what’s mine

When you’re always taking sides

But you won’t take away my pride, no not this time

Not this time…

How did we get here

When I used to know you so well

But how did we get here

I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes

And it’s hanging on your tongue

Just boiling in my blood

But you think that I can’t see

What kind of man that you are

If you’re a man at all

Well I will figure this one out

On my own

I’m screaming

I love you so

My thoughts you can’t decode

Do you see what we’ve done

We’re gonna make such fools of ourselves


There is something I see in you

It might kill me

I want it to be true

Thursday, December 18, 2008

A Vampire love story - Twilight


shiny diamond boy!



aww i love this scene... can anyone get me the ost puhleeeese..... :(



Edward cullen *Mesmerize*


Nice movie!

I cant wait to grab my very own dvd. Recommended!*thumbs*

Starring,Robert Pattison - Edward Cullen (bite me pls....)
Kristin Stewart - Isabella "Bella" Swan

and other Hot vampires...



belle: bitey bitey bite bite!

to you..

knowing that no matter what i said it doesnt matter to you anymore..
it doesnt matter for me for these 2 yrs plus,everytime i know u are interested in younger girls it breaks my heart into many pieces, but i swear on my grave i never did unloyal to you or as u claimed "cheated" . Maybe it's because you stranded me from everything i tend to bounced back. I admit i was wrong, and really sorry if things i've done wrong and made you bleed, evertime i try my very best to make it up for you.

Just.. sometimes life is so unfair when u were cruel, i still give in ; when i have made mistakes, it will just register deep in ur mind.. are'nt relatinship is about give and take? I have already gave in so much, and i never regret not even a single bit. As for you , seems like i really have do you so wrong... i'm really speechless. I thought we could make it, but we didnt. In here, i sincerly wish you happy with your life without me. I have said what i want to say, i dont bother what people think of me because i dont have to explaint to them.

god bless.

Happy chinese new year in penang and send my regards to your family.


我很快乐 请不要再说爱我 别再触碰我心里还未伤愈的角落 习惯一个人的我
并不是缺你不可 如果你是爱我的 就别让自己再犯错 我已经把失去的当成了一种收获


i know you are better without me

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

My all time favorite..song

You called yesterday
To basicallly say
That you care for me
But that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended
To be feeling similarly
And led you to believe it was okay
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath a disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I Will Survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"?
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

It'll break ya down
Only if you let it
Everday, crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it (forget it)
I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
Kickin' me round, stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out
And let me relieve some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain
Hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain, rain, rain
Lord, I just will not maintain
Oh yeah, often feel the pressures y'all
But never the less crazy won't fall
It's over, it's endin' here

belle: *sobz *sobz*

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

爱到才知痛


为着你今天要来找我 从早上等到深夜 阮总是相信你会跟阮来作伴 犹原没影没只我不敢想那没你 甘会像我按怎都 我的生命寒风也冷不过你对我的心肝 哪通糟蹋着我爱着你心 惊惊想着你心痛痛 但是我没法度将感情收拾 看着你爱别人就亲像你爱我按怎拢未心痛 爱着你心惊惊 想着你心痛痛 我已经没资格对你讲条件 等别人对待你亲像你对待我 爱着才知影痛

belle: =(

对你的关注

每天总是会不知不觉的 想看看你在做什么,想知道你在想什么,很不明白,我为什么会对你如此的固执与偏爱.我很害怕,我怕我爱到你放不下,如果有哪一天...

承受不了..



才发现,原来爱你已经成为自己的一种习惯......
该怎么让自己去习惯,习惯爱你,习惯你们的感情

Casablanca

I fell in love with you watching Casablanca
Back row of the drive-in show in the flickering light
Popcorn and cokes beneath the stars
Became champagne and caviar
Making love on a long hot summer's night

I thought you fell in love with me watching Casablanca
Holding hands b'neath the paddle fans
In Rick's candle lit cafe
Hiding in the shadows from the spies
Moroccan moonlight in your eyes
Making magic at the movies in my old Chevrolet

Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But a kiss is not a kiss without your sight
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by

I guess there're many broken hearts in Casablanca
You know I've never really been there so I don't know
I guess our love story will never be seen
On the big wide silver screen
But it hurt just as bad when I had to watch you go

belle: looking for forgiveness, searching for happiness

Sunday, December 7, 2008

i will be right here

Your life is not a desaster, now all i have is just sweet memorise of us
I swear i nv was unfaithfull, all i have is you, and all i have lost now is you..

Really wanna go out tonight, I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of putting make up and feeling beautiful
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
i wanna feel safe the only way is to lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on
I know i gotta be strong but, I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe my life will be better
I couldn't get past the door
Now I don't know if I'm ever really gonna let you go
And I couldn't even sis still for a moment
stripped down torn up about it

Cause I miss you baby

I'm not okay, i'm regretting, i realised i really love you
I really feel like a fool, sitting down here wondering where are you..
If only we can start all over again, but i know it's not possible
From your eyes u asked me out, i felt as if i will never be in you life again..
Now all i can do is wait for the day of forgiveness
Even i have to take many years to , i will ..

sunset in your eyes

Now we ain't talk since i left,
it's so over i know
It's cold outside
but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that i will be stronger

I cant do anything now
All that's left's goodbye to find a way that I can tell you I hate this part
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now b'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once i tell you what's hurting us
I wanna ask u to hold on me
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for my lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes