I think.... I hope... I wish?

So I'm officially on holidays for the whole CNY week. And may I just say... I have no idea what to do with myself since most of everyone left town.Due to this huge increase in the amount of free time I had I've been doing alot of thinking, about what it is that I actually want. It's a scary thing to think about, saying you want something seems to put you in a vunerable position. Sure, deep down inside we all know there is something there that we desire, but the moment you acknowledge, or god forbid, verbalise ityou begin to realise how much it is going to hurt if you don't actually get what you want.

But is it worse to just keep all of these things bottled up inside us? Maybe that's what we are all designed for, a little bit of hurt for a whole lot of happiness. While none of us want to stand up and say " "I'm lonely, I want someone", "One day I want to live in Paris", or even "I want to be happily married", perhaps without saying it and enduring a little hurt, the end result doesn't produce even half the happiness..

I believe the old saying is something along the lines of, "No pain, No gain". I think it's time we all realize, hurt only last for a tiny segment of time, whereas that regret and disappointment could follow you forever.


Frustrating doesn't even begin to describe it.


To fall asleep next to someone, so that I can sleep and cuddle at the same time.
That's my idea of a perfect night in bed.
So in conclusion:

Dear World,
Please stop jumping to so many insulting conclusions.
Thanks.

minxy: You should probably get your facts straight before you try getting loud with someone. Way to make a fool of yourself.