Seems like dejavu..

Over the past few months, I've developed a close relationship with your mother while attending to her. I felt the lose yesterday. But do remember that she's in a better place now. She's with our Creator.
As far as I could remember, your mother was a gentle, loving,and soft spoken lady. I've heard about the occasional conflicts your dad. But seeing how your dad continuously spoke to your mum, I am convinced beyond doubt that he sincerely loves her. The Wan family members are known to be "not good at expressing our true feelings" Including my dad, and even myself. But deep down, the intention is purely out of love.
I can't imagine the feeling your dad must be feeling right now, but i know he would be depressed, as part of his life is taken away. His soulmate whom he had the privilege to share his life with for the past 38 years is no longer with him.
Please take care of your dad, he needs the emotional support that only you guys can provide. Every time he sees one of you, he will see your mother in you.
Please don't feel too sad. I know its hard to do, but imagine what would your mother feels if she knows you guys are feeling depressed. She has passed on, not away, but on. She is with her mother, and our Heavenly Father.
She is such a wonderful, kind hearted, gentle, and loving person that God would have prepared a place for her to dwell with Him. I know that for a fact, without doubt.
Lord Buddha said, "to be human, is to suffer. Your sufferings begin right at the moment you were born. We started dying from the moment we were born." Your mum's sufferings has ended. In Hinduism and Buddhism, death should be celebrated, and not mourned upon. Her physical body may be absent, but as long as she continues to dwell within our heart, she never actually left us behind. Stay strong, my cousins. Pray for strength for one another. Don't be sad.
I reflect upon your mother this morning. Each time she comes to the clinic, she looked so frail and withered. Her sufferings has ended now. She left behind sweet memories.
I personally believe all of us are great actors in life. We may be angry and mad at someone. But that is only on the surface.What is projected out. Our true selves are shown yesterday. During the final hours of your mum, I can see three of you sisters being so supportive of each other, so close. Ever wonder why?
Because in heights of emotions, our hidden subconscious true self resurfaces. Despite the conflicts, at the end of the day, I know you guys love each other a lot. Ever wonder why you feel angry at your love ones? Because you have feelings for them. Their actions affect us so much because we love them. Do you feel angry at a stranger? The answer is no. Truly, you three sisters are very united. Realizing that, your mum would pass on peacefully, probably with a relief, that finally her daughters realized their true feelings for one another.
In memory of my loving Auntie Susan, I've written a poem for her.


"We are lucky to be blessed by your presence,
Almighty God graced us with your existence
You'll always be in our mind, our heart, Aunt
Susan,
We'll certainly miss you
wholeheartedly with your absence.

Among God's children,
You're one of the most beautiful of His creation
We know you're with God's angels in heaven,
Forever dwell in God's heavenly mansion."

-- WCH, 29.3.2010--