So People, please STOP all these ill treating towards them.. it's really heartbreaking!
∩●∩ You are the reason, why humanity is so beautiful.∩●∩ ★☆↓有你,这世界真的很美!№◆→〓
Monday, December 29, 2008
Moon Bear 月熊 , Doest it really matter..
So People, please STOP all these ill treating towards them.. it's really heartbreaking!
Take me to my beach..pure shore
Swam water for time
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call mine (I'm coming, I'm coming)
A piece of something to call mine (I'm coming, coming closer to you)
Ran along many moors
Walked through many doors
The place where I wanna be
Is the place I can call mine (I'm coming, I'm coming)
Is the place I can call mine (I'm coming, Coming closer to you)
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you
Oooh
Never been here before
I'm intrigued and I'm sure
I'm searching for more
I've got something that's all mine
I've got something that's all mine
Take me somewhere I can breathe
I've got so much to see
This is where I wanna be
In a place I can call mine
In a place I can call mine
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you
Movin'
Comin'
Can you hear what I hear (hear it on the wind)
I hear it calling you
Swimming closer to you
Many faces I have seen
Many places I have been
Walked the deserts, swam the shores (coming closer to you)
Many faces I have known
Many ways in which I've grown
Moving closer on my own (coming closer to you)
I'm movin', I feel it
I'm comin', not drownin'
I'm movin', I feel it
I'm comin', not drownin'
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you (take me to my beach)
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you (take me to my beach)
I'm moving, I'm coming
Can you hear what I hear
It's calling you my dear
Out of reach (take me to my beach)
I can hear it calling you
I'm coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you (take me to my beach)
Sunday, December 28, 2008
感受着你最后的暖。。
wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker you're heart breaker
Wherever you're going
I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waitin' round the bend my Huckleberry friend
Moon River and me.
We're after the same rainbow's end
Just waitin' round the bend my Huckleberry friend
Moon River and me...
♥● LuX & LuSt ♥●
My life, My fame , My sorrows, My pain is all crushed now..
都怪我自作多情,一相情愿,原来你有没有我都无所谓。 你不爱我为何触碰我?我好乱,好迷茫。我不想死缠难打,黑人憎,你有空才来找我吧。
Beℓℓe tHe BeDaZzled ♫
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you always think
Always speak Crypticly
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You,
You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go
We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know that you're not gonna change
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Monday, December 22, 2008
Imba..
meaning imbalance in short. Ya, i do think everyone gets to be imba a little sometimes.. i wonder when will this word gonna be the next "IN" thing. soon.. soon..
My emotions today are slightly better than yesterday, maybe i realised i was kinda imbalance as well.. lolx. Really felt so heartbroken after everything. i think i'm a misfit. Soon i will get back on track! WAIT FOR ME MY TRAIN!!!!
Cheers for a new day! if i have any.. i think everything is gonna be alright in year 2009.. gosh. so dejavu.. my last year's resolution was the same thing too.. well, probly everything wont be the same anymore next year. My life is gonna be tough but i will not fail anyone who has been supporting me! GAMBATEH ~ Hai~! =)
jingle bells, jingle bells..
Friday, December 19, 2008
Between the silence i hear you calling me
Paramore
There is something I see in you
Thursday, December 18, 2008
A Vampire love story - Twilight
shiny diamond boy!
aww i love this scene... can anyone get me the ost puhleeeese..... :(
Edward cullen *Mesmerize*
Nice movie!
I cant wait to grab my very own dvd. Recommended!*thumbs*
Starring,Robert Pattison - Edward Cullen (bite me pls....)
Kristin Stewart - Isabella "Bella" Swan
and other Hot vampires...
belle: bitey bitey bite bite!
to you..
it doesnt matter for me for these 2 yrs plus,everytime i know u are interested in younger girls it breaks my heart into many pieces, but i swear on my grave i never did unloyal to you or as u claimed "cheated" . Maybe it's because you stranded me from everything i tend to bounced back. I admit i was wrong, and really sorry if things i've done wrong and made you bleed, evertime i try my very best to make it up for you.
Just.. sometimes life is so unfair when u were cruel, i still give in ; when i have made mistakes, it will just register deep in ur mind.. are'nt relatinship is about give and take? I have already gave in so much, and i never regret not even a single bit. As for you , seems like i really have do you so wrong... i'm really speechless. I thought we could make it, but we didnt. In here, i sincerly wish you happy with your life without me. I have said what i want to say, i dont bother what people think of me because i dont have to explaint to them.
god bless.
Happy chinese new year in penang and send my regards to your family.
我很快乐 请不要再说爱我 别再触碰我心里还未伤愈的角落 习惯一个人的我
并不是缺你不可 如果你是爱我的 就别让自己再犯错 我已经把失去的当成了一种收获
i know you are better without me
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
My all time favorite..song
To basicallly say
That you care for me
But that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended
To be feeling similarly
And led you to believe it was okay
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath a disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I Will Survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"?
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
It'll break ya down
Only if you let it
Everday, crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it (forget it)
I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
Kickin' me round, stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out
And let me relieve some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain
Hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain, rain, rain
Lord, I just will not maintain
Oh yeah, often feel the pressures y'all
But never the less crazy won't fall
It's over, it's endin' here
belle: *sobz *sobz*
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
爱到才知痛
为着你今天要来找我 从早上等到深夜 阮总是相信你会跟阮来作伴 犹原没影没只我不敢想那没你 甘会像我按怎都 我的生命寒风也冷不过你对我的心肝 哪通糟蹋着我爱着你心 惊惊想着你心痛痛 但是我没法度将感情收拾 看着你爱别人就亲像你爱我按怎拢未心痛 爱着你心惊惊 想着你心痛痛 我已经没资格对你讲条件 等别人对待你亲像你对待我 爱着才知影痛
belle: =(
对你的关注
我
承受不了..
才发现,原来爱你已经成为自己的一种习惯......
该怎么让自己去习惯,习惯爱你,习惯你们的感情
Casablanca
Back row of the drive-in show in the flickering light
Popcorn and cokes beneath the stars
Became champagne and caviar
Making love on a long hot summer's night
I thought you fell in love with me watching Casablanca
Holding hands b'neath the paddle fans
In Rick's candle lit cafe
Hiding in the shadows from the spies
Moroccan moonlight in your eyes
Making magic at the movies in my old Chevrolet
Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But a kiss is not a kiss without your sight
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by
I guess there're many broken hearts in Casablanca
You know I've never really been there so I don't know
I guess our love story will never be seen
On the big wide silver screen
But it hurt just as bad when I had to watch you go
belle: looking for forgiveness, searching for happiness
Sunday, December 7, 2008
i will be right here
I swear i nv was unfaithfull, all i have is you, and all i have lost now is you..
Really wanna go out tonight, I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of putting make up and feeling beautiful
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I'm missing you
i wanna feel safe the only way is to lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on
I know i gotta be strong but, I'm really hurting now that your gone
I thought maybe my life will be better
I couldn't get past the door
Now I don't know if I'm ever really gonna let you go
And I couldn't even sis still for a moment
stripped down torn up about it
Cause I miss you baby
I'm not okay, i'm regretting, i realised i really love you
I really feel like a fool, sitting down here wondering where are you..
If only we can start all over again, but i know it's not possible
From your eyes u asked me out, i felt as if i will never be in you life again..
Now all i can do is wait for the day of forgiveness
Even i have to take many years to , i will ..
sunset in your eyes
it's so over i know
It's cold outside
but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that i will be stronger
I cant do anything now
All that's left's goodbye to find a way that I can tell you I hate this part
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now b'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once i tell you what's hurting us
I wanna ask u to hold on me
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for my lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
Friday, November 21, 2008
本来无一物,何处惹尘埃?
o℃的浪漫♥
无形的夜里,却有的不一样的感受,那是寂寞?是孤独?还是幸福?
现实,挥瞿着每一人,控制着每根神经,
但------
无端的思绪,追赶着那片沉默的对白。
知道哭的含义,所以我努力珍藏着眼泪。
Belle : 以后,是坚强,是慷慨,是大方,更会是幸福。。
谁带我踏上快乐的旅途,追逐的你的脚步;
谁带我离开孤独的丝路,感受幸福的温度。
不寻常的男女关系
尝试去探索这个全新的感受
充满着色彩阳光温暖的气候
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟谁分享
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
绕过爱你的路
就让回忆孤独
幻想拆穿在加速
爱不爱我心里有数
如果你爱着我而我也爱着你
结果还是有段跨不过的距离
这时离开还依然美丽
如果说我爱着你而你却比较爱自己
我想那就不是我的问题
那不过是人与人的关系
Belle: 我并不想优虑,可是有时你所做的让我多想了,你可以体谅我吗?
-----原来,心,是那么脆弱。
姑娘们2008 本季请抓紧链条手袋!! Comeback of Chain-Handle Bags!!!
虽然IT Bag 的说法和魅力在这一季几乎没有人提及,时装迷们和潮流杂志已经把大部分对配饰的热情转向鞋子以及首饰,但无论怎么低潮,手袋潮流仍然是配饰趋势里占最大比重的部分,所谓的“Bag Lady”还是大有人在。
Sienna Miller背着Anya Hindmarch的金色链条包
本季除了极不实用的超小号手拿包(frame clutch)之外,真正好用且极易搭配的包款是Chain-Handle Bag—链条手袋,它们在这个秋冬的时髦指数比以往任何一季都高。从俗称饺子包的Hobo 手袋到超大号肩袋,加上这几季变化多端的各种尺寸手拿包,在这个秋冬,设计师们都在上面装上了显著的链子,金属或塑料,长短粗细,层叠的单根的,包袋的形 状亦不受限制,可以是长条的,也可以是医生箱的形状,总之设计重点之一就是这条用来绕在手腕或者搭在肩膀上的链条。
1960年代好莱坞女星Mia Farrow的标志性“孕妇装扮”与她的2.55手袋
向可可女士的致敬! COCO CHANEL!
链条手袋会在这时出现并走红也并不是没有原因,大部分早就时髦起来、如今已经成为it bag 元老的链条手袋和今年的大牌新款都打着向CocoChanel 女士或菱格纹致敬的标语,其中包括Marc Jacobs 当初的Stam 手袋和08 秋冬的Lanvin、Prada、Marni、Bottega Veneta 和Versace。
设计师们纷纷表示这是他们自己对Chanel 链条手袋的一种自我解读,而如J.Crew 这样深受女士们欢迎的大众品牌则更是铺天盖地,大概连Chanel 女士自己都未曾料到在上世纪五十年代中设计出的这种手袋款式会在时装舞台上留下这样深的痕迹。
所以,一讲到链条手袋,你应该条件反射般地想到Chanel,Chanel 女士可以被称作为链条手袋的发明者,那只在1955 年2 月被推出的2.55 手袋时至今日仍在继续这个时装界被普及得最好的神话。“只有真正不被时间效应磨灭光彩的东西才能一直被翻新,Chanel 的手袋就是这样一个奇迹。” Karl Lagerfeld曾经说,“事实上,我不可能有一个所谓最喜欢的手袋,因为我还要继续设计出下一个,我始终有把这个宝座留给未来的职责,但要是从个人角 度说,2.55 包就是。”每个购买过Chanel 2.55 手袋的女人都知道,你绝不会因为买过黑色那一款就罢手了,因为每个叫这个名字的手袋都能让你感到最舒适自然又颇为摩登,你根本难以取舍。
配饰中的搭配王牌
很多年轻人之前将带金属链条的手袋划分入“老派贵气”那一类,照理并不能被标榜低调或者随意时髦的现代时装迷所接受,但事实是,时装爱好者们在看明星街拍 时突然发现,这款想象中只有上一辈贵妇才能使用的配饰竟然能与街头时装融合出冲突感。现在看来,链条包易于搭配也已经是不争的事实,时装评论员们说:“拿 着链条包的姑娘们根本不用去想怎么搭配它,也不需要特别的造型指导,因为它是那么亲民而时髦,简直是姑娘们的宠物!”这一季的链条手袋风潮让我们突然发 现,原来这种过去被看作老派甚至老气的手袋,可以与任何类型的时装搭配,从硬朗的摩托车茄克到轻盈飘逸的雪纺连身裙,人人都想着用它们来同时达到两种效果 —让人心中一惊的独特以及一眼可以辨认的经典感。
Time Line of Chain-Handle Bag
链条手袋的过去与现在
1955年 Coco Chanel女士设计出首款链条手袋—Chanel 2.55包,它的影响力从此一发不可收拾。
1960-1970年代 2.55手袋在好莱坞明星与名流之中流行起来,包括J Kennedy、GraceKelly在内的时装标杆都是它的拥趸。
1980 -2000年代 Karl Lagerfeld进入Chanel后,又推出2.55包的姐妹款式ChanelClassic Flap,最易辨认的标志就是著名的双C锁头, 2000年纪念2.55手袋诞生50周年的复刻版诞生。链条手袋之中仍未有其他更著名的款式超越Chanel。
2005年秋冬 Marc Jacobs向菱格纹致敬推出以超模Jessica Stam名字命名的手袋StamBag,至今卖出八万只,销量仍在不断上升。链条手袋渐渐升温。
2008年 Chain-Handle Bag成为一季热门,成为秋冬最时髦的手袋款式。
各种明星名流和时装偶像的亲身示范让时装迷们对链条手袋那千万种可能性的期待大大提高,它们可以用来像Kirsten Dunst那样搭配大学生装扮似的Tee和西装短裤,女性化的标杆则是Grace Kelly等车时的模样,平常的装扮可以参考Jessica Stam在时装周外场背着写着自己名字的Stam的样子,1980年代Claudia Schiffer穿黑色西装上衣背着链条包的样子是正式着装的搭配方法,派对模样就更多了,好莱坞大小明星一件小黑裙(LBD)手腕上绕着一圈手袋的金链 子就能被称为最保险的穿着了,麦当娜甚至在戛纳电影节期间上台表演时也拿着它。
链条包的走红还因为它可以在任何让人渴望的造型里担任最重要的那个角色,各种类型的时装偶像几乎都拿着这种款式的手袋被拍到过,从上世纪六十年代法国式时 髦的代表Catherine Deneuve、英国最懂得穿着的两个人—Kate Moss及Agyness Dynee、美国第一夫人Jacqueline Kennedy和法国第一夫人Carla Bruni,到美国少女们觉得最为亲近的Olsen Sisters 以及以造型古怪著称的Chloe Sevigny各种类型的姑娘们几乎都拥有过、爱过链条手袋。
本季热门款式
你可以发现,链条包几乎是古今老幼、各种风格通吃的款式。作为颇热门的一季,这个秋冬选择的余地就更大了,喜欢Grunge风格有粗链子Stam和多根层 叠的Chloe长款搭在肩膀,摇滚爱好者请购买Sonia Rykiel镶满铆钉的hobo款式,Celine红色漆皮“WatchMe Work”手袋则是所谓的通勤用袋。尤其受到关注的有如下四款:
Lavin Happy Partage
在本季秋冬这场链条手袋大战中,赢家除了稳坐宝座的Chanel的2.55以及其他变体之外,Lanvin的Happy Partage也是最受到拥戴的一只,有人甚至已经将它称为下一个“2.55手袋”(虽然它也是用着“向Chanel链条包致敬”的名义出品),或者考虑 用购买它来代替俨然时装圈内外都拥有了的Chanel经典款。如果说小黑裙(LBD)是衣柜里的必备,那么小黑手袋(LBB)就是配饰架上必须有的一只, 而这只Happy Partage带着入时的复古感无疑成为了入选的头号种子。
Louis Vuitton Paris Souple Whisper
手袋专家Louis Vuitton当然也有出色的链条手袋,在本季广告中出现的Paris Souple Whisper手袋被预言成本季最为时髦的五个款式之一,字母压印效果在牛皮上展现立体花纹,浮雕的效果让手袋有创新的现代感,时时泛出的光泽又能体现皮 质的高级。对一般身材的女性而言,大号的Whisper似乎有些过大的嫌疑,中号以及同系列另一款名为“wish”的单根链条手袋更适合身材中等的普通 人。
Marc Jacobs Stam
当年用来向菱格纹致敬的Stam Bag如今成为了每年必有的经典款式,自从2005年秋冬正式推出第一只到现在,已经卖出了大约八万只。今年热门的粉红鸵鸟皮版本将原本粗短的金链子改成 细长条,中间镶有一截粉红色增加柔美感,而颜色也调成了不那么张扬的银色,设计师想让这款已经让人太过熟悉的链条手袋更为“好玩”一些,从颜色到风格都能 与更多时装造型相融合,所以出现了这只颜色讨喜且式样经典的新Stam。
CHANEL
黑白盒形经典包Chanel当然也不只那一只2.55手袋,虽然它的多端变化都十分好卖。早前在迈阿密展出的09早春度假系列中,一只黑白双色购物包成为 新的看点,这只手袋的设计灵感来自于Chanel在巴黎康朋店、高级珠宝及5号香水所使用的包装,但它的颜色仿佛只能准备给来年的初春才真正合适。
Belle: 大爱!!!Thursday, November 13, 2008
i just wanna be with you.. everyday in my life..♥
sorry you have to put things up for me
sorry about ur waitings for me
sorry for taking care of me
sorry about ur worries for me
sorry that you have to sacrifice for me
sorry that i cant help to love you so much
sorry i didnt be as good as you want
sorry i'm not perfect for you
sorry i didnt mean to throw temper at you
sorry i used to think you were bad
sorry i know you like attentions
sorry i cant keep up with u and girls
sorry i didnt mean to say those words
sorry i know you worry for my safety
sorry i aint there for you
sorry is the least i can do
sorry i promise to make it up to you
sorry I'm So in Love with you
sorry i need ur attention so badly
sorry i hated when you didnt care about me
sorry i'm just afraid to be lonely
sorry i need ur kisses everyday
sorry i need to hear you say : I love you...
belle: everythign will be just fine ..right...?
Move it move it...
Monday, November 10, 2008
感动。。。
眼神停在陌生的前方
周未夜晚拥挤的路上
我们能不能走到山顶上
你就坐在我的身旁
为什么心却生活在他方
周围夜色如此的迷乱
沉默中听见不安的试探
你爱我吗?我可以这样问你吗?
你爱我吗?你给我的温柔是寂寞吗?
你爱我吗?你心里还有遗憾吗?
你是真的爱我吗?
城市里灯火正辉煌
我们的未来在什么地方
周未夜晚天空正闪亮
幸福是不是还握在手上
你就靠在我的肩膀
为什么心却沉没在远方
窗外天空依然还温暖
叹息中发现不只是不安
你爱我吗?我可以这样问你吗?
你爱我吗?你给我的温柔是寂寞吗?
你爱我吗?你心里还有遗憾吗?
你是真的快乐吗?
你爱我吗?你这样问过自已吗?
你爱我吗?你给我的拥抱是习惯吗?
你爱我吗?你的心里还是唯一吗?
你爱我吗?
你是真的爱我吗?
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逐晚倒数为见你准备
愿你快点又与我一起
治疗足足一个月 由电话减少距离
而偏偏竟不知怎说起
是太想念你 超过了预期
只想可拥著你 然后吻你 让你惊喜
由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪 阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了 明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛載得起
I'll give my life to be near you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today
让我终於不动摇 这改变因你
原谅我却试过伤害你
逐秒扩张 惦记你滋味
合上眼睛像与你一起
为何分开一个月 如像孤岛给隔离
寻不到 飞得走的客机
是太想念你 超过了预期
张开手保护你
游历世界 让你惊喜
由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪 阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了明撩 明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛載得起
I'll spend my life here beside you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today
让我终於不动摇 这改变因你
如若你欠信我的力气
我唱这首歌 为你
Thursday, November 6, 2008
The world means everything to me, and you are my world..
Feeling restless lately, i'm lucky to have u.
Wished that you could cheer me up a little.. sometimes i don't know where i stand in your life, the importance of my appearance still leave me in doubts, i really wanna know you better..
You might think i know it all, or should i had knew it better, but from the bottom of my fragile heart, i don't...
You might think i'm stupid n dumb, but i'snt all girls supposed to be loved and taken care of like pearls and precious stones?
I wish to be the only one in your eyes and mind you think off, trust and belive in..
The only girl you will see in your sight as i had for you...
There are more than a thousand words i wanna say from my mouth to you each time we met, i enjoyed the silenced we had at time when i stare into your eyes..
I dont feel love when im not close to you, i hope from msges you could warm my lonely soul..
I cherished every moment we met, but dislike everytime we leave..
It breaks my heart when i know you care but you have turned to others..
It breaks my heart when i know u bleed...
everytime you look into another girls' eyes, i wanna ask.. what do you see in them? rather than me?
Lastly i wanna ask... : Do you see me..?
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
我不完美,但有着完美的梦想
世间的事情可能是这样地可笑,当你往好的方向去想的时候,你会发现其实事情是在往坏的方面发展。可能是我一向乐观的作用吧,我不想把所有的事情往坏的地方去想。
还是小孩子般的性格与习惯,不管是谁的错,只要自己感觉到了委屈,还是无所顾忌地把嘴巴撅地很高很高,惟恐天下不知的架势,害怕没有人知道自己吃了那么点点的亏。
我还是我,习惯一个人唱歌,习惯眼泪随着歌曲慢慢地滑落,习惯一个人去捕捉晃来晃去的影子,像个调皮的孩子样,跳来跳去,肆无忌惮地开怀大笑,让自己整齐的牙齿都露出来。
还是喜欢努力将自己不大的眼睛睁大,努力地去看清楚这个世界,看清楚自己身边周遭的这一切,看清这人群,看清楚这世界,看清楚着模模糊糊后面的一切。
我害怕动太多的脑筋,听说这样会死很多的脑细胞,所以,我只能用自己的眼睛去看,睁眼看着这世界。 我还是不愿意去那样简单地承认现实,我还是喜欢幻想,将自己完全淹没在思想的里面。
我还是喜欢乐观,我还是喜欢象个小傻子的样子,笑嘻嘻的,快乐的样子。我不喜欢太多的思考,我不喜欢复杂,我不喜欢所谓的剪不断和理不断。
可是,我的眼睛里还是有眼泪,写字的时候,怎么还会有眼泪呢?我应该是很快乐的啊。 我还是当个孩子吧,最起码这样还可以维持简单的快乐,维持着我一直在表面上那样美好的微笑。
天使。。
我并不在意有关你周围的所谓流言蜚语,我也并不在意发生在你身上的一切事实。
我不愿将现在所亲眼看到和亲耳听到的与你的人品有所牵涉,这是我最不愿意看到的,所以,我选择沉默,所以,我选择离开。
或许,外人的眼里,离开仅仅是因为工作上的不如意。错了,10月28号,那天很冷,我躲进被单,凉风吹在脸,泪也在脸上,从那个时候开始,我已经决定要离开了。
我不会说你的不好,至少在众人的面前,至少我曾维护过你,因为这样,所以我无悔。不管任何的事实是美好,还是肮脏,不管所有的言语是祝福,还是嘲弄。好自为知。
任何人都有自己追逐美好的权利,任何人都有在诱惑面前堕落的可能。
我只做你的红颜知己好吗?
人的感情生活,除去与生俱来的亲情外,爱情和友情就像鸟儿的双翅,使人的情感能够得以飞翔和丰富多采。在这个喧嚣、浮躁的社会,站在情感的边缘地带,我深思着该以怎样的身份出现在你身边。
“无论你将来是成功还是失败,我永远都会为你捧场。”不知谁说过,在这个世界上,男人最需要的除了一个老婆之外,还有一个红颜知己。就让我做你永远的红颜知己。
当 我们以渐成熟的年龄相逢、相识且相知时,我们异常欣喜,相见恨晚。由于相同的志趣爱好,相似的人生经历,在很多问题上我们心灵相通,无需言语而心领神会, 达到共识,我能懂你,你的一个眼神,一个动作,甚至一声叹息;你也懂我,我的一句轻语,一缕柔情,甚至一份心事。在一起时总是无比的快乐和愉悦,常有酒逢 知己千杯少,话语投机特别多的感觉。我们彼此欣赏,彼此渴慕,我们彼此的关注渗入心灵深处。
尽管如此,我不会放纵我的感情,我会用情感的温度计把握着我们之间的“度”,因为,我只愿做你永远的红颜知己。
我不做你的妻子,不必承担相夫教子的重任,也不会象与你朝夕相伴,同床共枕的人那样在你面前絮絮叨叨说个没完。我不会让你感到我爱上你的威胁和担忧,也不会给予你爱上我的误解和情,在这个“情人”风 靡全球的时期,我也不做你的情人。因为刻骨铭心的爱只有一次。人的心不是一口箱子,空了可以再装,就象初恋,只有唯一的一次。你会遭遇你的情缘,我也会遭 遇我的情缘。我不会象你的情人那样在你面前顿足撒娇无理取闹。只想与你无拘无束,推心置腹的诉说彼此的故事,畅谈彼此的理想和对人生的追求。
是谁曾感叹“人生得一知己足够”?又是谁在高唱“士为知己者死”?“山青青,水碧碧,高山流水……人生难得一知音,……”曾让我一次又一次感动,流泪。因此,在情感世界里,我愿做你永远的红颜知己。如果你是蓝天,太阳是妻子,月亮是情人,星星是知 已,我愿做点缀你生活的星星,虽然平凡,但是灿烂而又长久。也许我不是你的天空中最亮的那颗星星,但是,我会守着一份永恒,给你夜夜清辉,我会以我的兰心 蕙质,温婉可人,穿过生活的喧嚣,走进你的心灵,用一种彼此都能会意的语言进行心灵的长谈与交流。
我 愿当你忠实的倾听者,当你在工作中遇到不顺心的事情,我会陪着你把酒共饮,让你把积郁在心中的烦恼随着话语释放在酒精中,让你在倾吐之后身心舒畅;当你悲 伤难过时,我会在你身边,用我纤巧的手轻抚着你眼中的潮汐,聆听着你对人生失意发泄的不满,用我的温柔给你最大的抚慰;当你遭遇逆境时,我会毫不犹豫的伸 出援助的手尽我的所能帮你度过难关;当你出差在他乡异地,我会给你一个电话,捎去我的问候和牵挂;当逢年过节时,我会用我灿烂的笑容给你最深的祝福;当你 取得成功的时候,面对你身边众多的鲜花和掌声,我会悄悄微笑着从你身边走开,心里默默祝福你再接再厉,取得更大的成就。
当然,我也有烦恼,我也会把我的烦恼倾诉给你,让你从我这里得到信任,让你给我的关切中找回男人的豪气和自信,我绝不会霸道蛮横,似水一样的柔情中让你感到自己是一座山,我会让你感到你是我眼中最优秀的男人,让你从我这里得到自信。
我 也会把我开心的事情告诉你,让你在我的欢声笑语中感受一份愉快的心情。在彼此的关爱中,让我们感受《你是幸福的,我就是快乐的》这首歌的美妙和温馨。有人 说,红颜知己已是成年人的童话。就让岁月为我们的从容作证,为我们磊落的笑声作证,为我们宁静的心境作证,让我们将这份纤尘不染的情感延续,共同完成一个 现实生活中成年人的童话。
在这个喧嚣、浮躁的社会,,生活再多压力,我能带着你的笑容,走过生命的每一个日子,就是我最大的快乐和满足。所以,此生,让我做你永远的红颜知己......到永久....
爱不疚
收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有
"其實我覺得感情都只係佔我地生命既大約百分之10.....唔洗睇得咁重要....要學識放低....唔好俾感情控制你....係你要控制感情"
您真係睇得好开。。很化。。多谢晒。。
祝您,永远幸福,快乐
belle: 堕落天使究竟係人,定係魔啊。。?
Monday, October 27, 2008
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╭*♥*╮Breath In ╭*♥*╮
♥
I read you
And God, I'm good at it
I'm so spot on
Chord shapes in air
Go press that dissonance
If you dare
And you, Breathin' in
Finesse an innocent
From her partying
And I'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
'Cause I love you, oh Can't help but love you
What part of "no" Don't you understand?
I've told you before..
To just get
Off my case
This isn't happening
Stop this now
And I
Where was I?
I have to be somewhere
Now where did I put it?
And I'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
'Cause I love you,
Can't help but love you, oh
Hello,
we're back
And we're taking calls
Now what was the question?
And I'm high enough from all the waiting
To ride a wave on your inhaling
Because I love you, Can't help but love you..
thats why i let you do so.. Life's a peach, live with it
I love what god had gave to me, i'm cherishing it all.
In return, i wanna thank god for lovin me
I hope i'm good enough to be in your life,
just me.. nonetheless..
every other.. forget and let go..