Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Mind is more on matters of the heart..


For the life of me I can not remember What made us think that we were wise And we never compromise For the life of me I can not believe we'd ever die for these sins We were merely freshmen My best friend took a weeks vacation to forget her His girl took a weeks worth of Valium and slept And now he's guilty stricken sobbing with his head on the floor Thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says We tried to wash our hands of all of this We never talk of our lack in relationships And how we're guilt stricken sobbing With our heads on the floor We fell through the ice When we tried not to slip

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Just another love song..



Well, it's just another love song, playin' again and again
"i need inspiration, not just anotehr negotiation"

been lingering and standing stil
my heart beasts fast no one could feel

i just need a hand from above

tellin' me what is well worth

mesmerized by the charming moments you gave me
but i just want to be simple and comfortable in your arms

why does human can be so cruel
finding the truth to becarefull is what i shouldnt do?

maybe i'm just silly to show you that, it leads to disagreements and i feel like a fool
i wonder if you will look at my pictures into my eyes and think of me ?
is there a moment your feelings were true?
i dont hope it's just a habit being around
cause these words hurt me like an arrow in my heart

i will let you do whatever you feel now, cause i know one day you'll find it wasnt what you wanted, it is not a rebound
i dont want a rebound

i know you dont feel good too
but we will soon come to our senses
i hope i can the courage to do that

when is the right time ...

mood: gloomy, confused

Saturday, April 5, 2008

~☆ touch my body ☆~


I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two

And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here

Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do) If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down

'Cause they be up in my bidness
Like a Whitney interview
But this is private

Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around

Play with me some more

Touch my body

Throw me on the bed

I just wanna make you feel like you never did

Touch my body

Let me wrap my thighs

All around your waist

Just a little taste

Touch my body

Know you love my curves

Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter

Than my favorite jeans

I want you to caress me

Like a tropical breeze

And float away with you

In the Caribbean Sea


Imma treat you like a teddy bear

You won't wanna go nowhere

In the lap of luxury

Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty

Touch my body

☆☆☆☆☆

12th of may 2007
*Secret LuVer*

There's nothin' in this world

There's nothin' in this world
There's not another girl that can satisfy my needs
There's nothin' in this world
There's not another boy that can make me feel so sweet, yeah
Cause my love life's so right
When she holds me so tight, how she kiss me goodnight
'Cause he fills up my life Like the sun,
he shines bright
oh, come with me now

The first night I meet her
Yes, my seniorita

me never want to leave her no
Because the gal look sweet
And I really wanna take her home
'Cause she look nice, yes, she is one of a kind
When I look up in her eyes
Yes, she got me mesmerized


There's nothin' in this world
There's not another girl that can satisfy my needs
There's nothin' in this world
There's not another boy that can make me feel so sweet, yeah
'Cause my love life's so right
When she holds me so tight, how she kiss me goodnight
'Cause he fills up my life
Like the sun, he shines bright
Boy, come with me now

Saw you from across the room
Lookin so fine, gotta talk to you, yeah
Didn't take a sec to see
That you're the only one who wanna rescue me
I, I can't lie
Boy, you're my type of guy
And there's nothin' in this world
That can stop me from loving you
Stop, stop me from loving you

Girl you put me in a good mood
And me love the way you flex too
We can chill girl after school, school
'Cause I ain't trippin girl, it's up to you
And since then, we've been inseperable
'Cause I did everything to get next to you
Since day one, you know I stay true
So ever since then, it's been me and my boo'


☆ me and my angels ☆








美丽心情。。


我才知道
无论经过了多久
走了多远
其实我还站在原地

如果有一天
我可以忘记你
也许是因为我遇见了另一个人
可能他的出现
正好里弥补了你留下的空隙......

多雨的冬季总算过去
我以为自己会忘了一切
但是
常常会看见一个很像他的人
闻到跟他身上一样的味道
喝从前约会时的饮品
看过去曾在书店跪在一起翻过的杂志

原来爱曾给我美丽心情
像一面深邃的风景
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆

只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情

爱情离开了
我还站在原地
渐渐学着习惯一个人
走过大街小巷
我仍在等待
等待你带给我的花季

就当我安安心心的走在明天里
有不后悔美丽的心情

等待是一种罪过吗?

Friday, April 4, 2008

* Sara Bareilles - Love Song*

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.
I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.
Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Baby, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.

NICE SONG!!

Circle


A circle is a round object whereby it does not have an end. Life is a circle, quite true. From Birth to Dead and Rebirth . The circle will just go on and on..

(i miss Mr bunny rabbit, Mr Chicken and Mrs big tummy inside got babies Guinie Pig) :(
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction and I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration not just another negotiation


All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you'll help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end



how many chances are there in life?
thats an open ended question...for me
All i really wanna do is find a way back, i dont want to live in a circle..

迷茫的路程



was it suppose to be simple...?

Thursday, April 3, 2008

No one

this was playing while i was tearin' . Life is so fragile..

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
Im telling you that

No one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

Thursday, March 27, 2008

从生日推断你是什么臭脾气

1、帝雉 1/15~2/14出生
  条理清晰、见解力强、诚实而坚毅型的人。虽然拥有老实又温和的外表,内心却隐藏着像梅花一般的坚强个性。重视自我实践、有效率地达成目标,你总希望能不断进步以完成更高的理想。你有向上的野心,更会不惜花费时间、金钱,力求完成。

  2、鹰 2/15~3/14出生
   早熟善感,富有个性与创意,独特的思维模式让你显得神秘与吸引力。文艺方面具有相当的天份,希望在旅游中找寻人生的真谛与灵魂的意义,流动式的生存方 式,也是你向往且擅长的,因此如果硬要把自已绑在一个固定的范围之内,你可能会感到有挫折感,「留在固定模式的框框」里,会埋没了你的才能!

  3、白鸽 3/15~4/14出生
  心地善良总是把温暖欢乐带给别人,具有从事公益活动的精神。常常不顾自己,尽力完成别人的托付,要小心被心怀不轨的人利用。不过你却不会因此改变性格,但你却会升华这些教训,变得越来越坚强!

  4、蜂鸟 4/15~5/14出生
  个性主观且执着,却是性情中人!不会沉溺于不切实际的空想当中,专心一志达成目标。能适时展现出勇敢果断的一面,口才佳,具谋略且反应快的你,有与生俱来的机智和过人的逻辑力,这样的你不论成为领导人物,还是人气活跃的角色,都会备受注目与拥戴。

  5、画眉鸟 5/14~6/14出生
  天生具有神秘感与灵巧的变化性,但时常容易处于矛盾之中。隐藏着两种极端的个性,温柔与强势、可爱与妒嫉、浪费与小气,属于纤细敏感体质。在微笑背后,也有想象不到的超现实的另一面。你适合担任辅臣或谋臣,较能发挥力量。

  6、九官鸟 6/15~7/16出生
  具好奇心,聪明且幽默风趣的人。想法一直在改变,虽然辩才无碍,但常不小心把重要的事说溜了嘴。对于耍宝、搞气氛方面也很擅长,人际关系手腕圆滑,如果能不把聪明表现得太过火的话,就能成为人气极旺的阳光人物喔!

  7、文鸟 7/17~8/16出生
  容易觉得寂寞,很容易被感动,也很乐意感动别人。虽然很会照顾人,内心却有天真的一面,像彼得潘,是个长不大的顽皮小孩,不过,有时却令人意外地会展现出成熟的一面。

  8、孔雀 8/17~9/16出生
  个性鲜明,超喜欢追求流行,永远在找寻自已能引人注目的方式。总是活在想象的世界里。拥有号召人群的能力,可以让大家都聚精会神听你说话;缺点是容易光说不练,若能培养行动力,就有本事让人都愿意跟随你.

  9、七色鸟 9/17~10/16出生
  理智型的人,很懂得做事的方法,有时不免对他人的要求也高,如果过于苛求,最后可能会走向孤独,或许是因为带有悲观的性格,所以,你也会常常因为害怕失去,连可以得到的也将之拒绝的情形发生。

  10、乌鸦 10/17~11/16出生
  不笑的时候,显得冷酷与淡漠,其实内心隐藏热情,具长辈缘,也会得同辈与晚辈的喜爱与拥戴。不过,因为完美主义的倾向,而考虑太多难以下决定。对于讨厌的人,会毫不保留地加以唾弃,讨厌不公平的事情发生。

  11、金丝雀 11/17~12/14出生
  性情中人,容易冲动而行。不过正因为这股隐藏在内心的热诚,让你具有使不可能变成为可能的力量。遇到困难也会超越原本能力。你奉行「一次不忠百次不用」,不会背叛人,也决不原谅背叛的人。

12、鹦鹉 12/15~1/14出生
  自由奔放的乐天派,但因为容易固执的结果,反而导致一些机会与你擦身而过。虽然拥有天份与才气,却过于沉溺在自我傲气中;个性反复无常、兴趣多,也很懂得玩乐,也会有外人意想不到的认真态度!因此要修正一下自己的毛或优柔寡断的个性.